The backstory.
Why did I start this blog? Well, let’s look into the recent past, shall we? Everything has been a mess for the last few weeks. All my plans for senior year and for my future are starting to fall apart. I”m not trying to say everything is bad, because it’s not at all, but I’m struggling. On September 20th, my father took his life. Since then, the days blur into each other, and I’m really behind in everything. But we’ll delve into that at another time.
My dream is to act. It’s what I love, it’s what I have been working for, and it is what I need to be doing. My dream school is Ithaca, in New York, which is on the opposite side of the country for me. I had it all planned out. I would apply for early admission for the school, move after the summer, meet a sexy vegetarian man, have the cutest kid on the planet, and then star in a few movie. No big deal. This dream of acting in New York has kept some added hope around, which I needed. But because of current events.. I don’t think I can go to college next year at all.
It’s strange how quickly everything can go from in order and on track, to completely upside-down.
But even though it seems like my life is falling to pieces, I have to stay strong. I can’t lose hope. I have kept so strong through all of this, and I can’t stop now. I will act. It’s not an option to do otherwise. Okay.. so there may have been a few wrenches thrown in the plan. And maybe I’ll have to work for a year and do local theater until my life finally calms down. But nothing in this world is going to stop me. Life is too precious to waste.
This blog will follow my life. Along with the various things that influence. Now.. the journey begins.
